february 28

wavy original lays with dip 1000 cals

2 special k bars 180 cals

bbq potato chips 500

gummies 70

spaghetti 500

total 2250

WAY TOO MUCH

i stare at my reflection in the mirror

why am i doing this to myself?

i feel so alone.

but i know i have all of you, and most importantly God.. why? you text me whenever you know somethings up, but that’s it. is it because you care, or are you being nosey? why did i loose you? did i do something? was i not good enough? i was probably to fat, wasn’t i? you had to replace me. i don’t know, but i don’t like having 382 friends and no bff than a bff and not 2038 friends.. it’s like this, would you rather have 4 dollars or 16 quarters? 4 dollars. but really i only want 1, you.

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